Microdosing: The Complete Guide to Sub-Perceptual Psilocybin
The first thing I noticed was the music.
Same playlist I’d listened to a hundred times—a familiar rotation of songs that had long since become background noise for commuting. Except that morning, about forty minutes after my first microdose, I could hear layers in it I’d never caught. A guitar part buried in the mix, doubling the melody a half-step behind. A breath between lyrics where the singer hesitated, and the hesitation was the whole point of the line. I wasn’t high. I wasn’t altered. I was just... listening. Actually listening. As if someone had cleaned a window I didn’t know was dirty.
That’s microdosing. Not a psychedelic experience. Not a trip. Not even close. It’s more like putting on glasses you didn’t realize you needed—except the prescription is for your mood, your attention, and the way Tuesday morning light falls across the kitchen counter.
If you’ve been curious about microdosing psilocybin but haven’t known where to start, or you’ve been quietly Googling at midnight wondering whether this is real or just another wellness trend that works until it doesn’t—this is the article. Everything you actually need to know, from the research to the protocols to what it genuinely feels like, written by people who’ve read the studies AND taken the capsules.
What Is Microdosing?
Microdosing means taking a sub-perceptual dose of a psychedelic substance—small enough that you don’t feel “high,” don’t experience hallucinations, and can go about your entire day without anyone noticing a thing. For psilocybin mushrooms, that typically means somewhere between 50 and 300 milligrams of dried mushroom material. For context, a full psychedelic dose starts around 1 to 2 grams and a strong experience is 3.5 to 5 grams. A microdose is roughly one-tenth to one-twentieth of that.
The concept isn’t new, though the name is. Indigenous cultures in Mesoamerica have used small doses of psilocybin mushrooms in daily and ceremonial contexts for centuries. What’s new is the Western framework: the clinical language, the protocols, the Silicon Valley executives and the suburban parents and the retired teachers all arriving at the same practice from completely different directions.
Dr. James Fadiman—the psychologist who essentially put microdosing on the map for modern Western audiences—began collecting systematic self-reports in 2010 through an open research protocol. He asked participants to take a microdose every three days and journal their experiences. By 2020, he’d gathered data from over 1,850 people across 59 countries. The patterns were remarkably consistent: improved mood, heightened creativity, better focus, more patience, less rumination, and—here’s the part most articles skip—enhanced sensory experience. Colors looked different. Music sounded different. Food tasted different. The ordinary world, the one you’d stopped paying attention to, suddenly had texture again.
The key word in all of this is “sub-perceptual.” A proper microdose doesn’t make you see things. It doesn’t make you feel stoned or spacey or out of control. You won’t freak out. You won’t see geometric patterns on the ceiling. You’ll just notice that the walk to work was nicer, the coffee tasted better, and you were kinder to the person who cut you off in traffic.
What Does Microdosing Actually Feel Like?
This is the question that matters most, and it’s the one that clinical language handles worst. So let me try to be specific.
The Sensory Shift
The most immediate and consistently reported effect of microdosing psilocybin is sensory enhancement. Not hallucination—enhancement. The difference is crucial. You’re not seeing things that aren’t there. You’re seeing things that are there, more vividly.
Colors get brighter. Not LSD-poster neon bright—more like the difference between a cloudy day and the moment the sun comes through. Greens look greener. The blue of a clear sky develops depth instead of just being “blue.” One reviewer of Kind Stranger’s Bloom blend described it as her creativity soaring, her clarity sharpening, and “the world around me shimmered with newfound depth.” That’s not poetic exaggeration. That’s a sensory description of what sub-perceptual psilocybin actually does.
Music sounds richer and more layered. You hear the architecture of a song—the way instruments are placed in the stereo field, the way a bassline carries the emotion the vocalist only hints at. If you’re a musician, you already know what this is: it’s deep listening. Microdosing doesn’t give you new ears. It removes the filter that normally lets you tune things out.
Food tastes better. You notice flavors you usually eat right past—the floral notes in honey, the way a good tomato is both sweet and acidic, the exact moment bread crust goes from bland to buttery. This isn’t about appetite. It’s about attention.
Fabric feels softer on your skin. You become more aware of your body in space—the way your feet meet the ground when you walk, the temperature of air on your forearms, the weight of your own hands. Movement feels more fluid and intentional. Yoga practitioners and dancers report this consistently, but you don’t need a practice to notice it. You just need a body, which, last I checked, you have.
The Mental Shift
Beyond the senses, people describe a quieting of what meditators call the “monkey mind”—that relentless internal chatter that narrates, judges, worries, and rehashes. Microdosing doesn’t silence it. It turns the volume down enough that you can choose which thoughts to follow instead of being dragged around by all of them.
Megan M., who’s been microdosing with Daydream for six months, put it this way: “I describe it as giving me a bit of ‘space' in my brain. I now have the ability to separate myself from my anxious thoughts, to view them objectively.” That word—space—shows up in microdosing testimonials constantly. Not emptiness. Not blankness. Space. Room to think clearly instead of reactively.
Anna V. described the effect as “so subtle and gentle but they are there. I ruminate and am in my head a bit less, I get more done with a calm focus.” Ryan B. took a few weeks to notice the changes, but when they landed, they were significant: “More relaxed and focused. Less overthinking and easier to get into a flow state both socially and workwise. Word recall was also better.”
And then there’s the patience thing. Becca A.—a mom with a busy toddler—noticed it on the first day: “Within the first day of dosing I immediately noticed I had way more patience.” That’s not a supplement claim. That’s a parent describing the difference between snapping and breathing. Between reacting and responding.
Casey G. called it “a deep breath for your brain.” That might be the most accurate three-word description of microdosing anyone has written.
What Microdosing Is NOT
Let me be direct about this, because the internet has done a spectacular job of muddling the conversation. Microdosing is not:
- A trip. You will not hallucinate. You will not lose your sense of self. You will not end up in the corner of a room questioning the nature of reality. (That’s a different experience, and it requires about ten to twenty times the dose. We’ll get to that.)
- A high. There is no intoxication, no impairment, no euphoric rush. You can drive, parent, work, exercise, and attend meetings. Nobody will know unless you tell them.
- Instant. Some people feel a subtle shift on day one. Most notice the real cumulative benefits after two to four weeks of consistent use. Think of it like exercise—the first session is nice, but the transformation is in the habit.
- A magic fix. Microdosing doesn’t replace therapy, exercise, sleep, or human connection. It makes all of those things work a little better.
The Science Behind Microdosing
Here’s where I owe you honesty alongside enthusiasm.
The research on microdosing psilocybin is promising, growing rapidly, and not yet definitive. That’s important to say clearly, because anyone who tells you “science proves microdosing works” is overstating the evidence, and anyone who tells you “there’s no science behind it” hasn’t been paying attention.
What the Research Shows
James Fadiman’s self-report data (2010-present): Over 1,850 participants across 59 countries, following a structured protocol of dosing every three days and journaling outcomes. Consistent reports of improved mood, enhanced creativity, better focus, reduced anxiety, and increased mindfulness. The limitation: this is observational self-report data, not a placebo-controlled trial. People who choose to microdose may already be predisposed to report positive outcomes. But the sheer consistency of results across nearly 2,000 people from wildly different backgrounds is hard to dismiss entirely.
Vince Polito and Richard Stevenson (2019): This Australian study, published in PLOS ONE, tracked 98 microdosers over six weeks using daily experience sampling and validated psychometric measures. They found that microdosing was associated with reduced mind wandering, lower levels of stress, lower neuroticism scores, and increased absorption (the ability to become fully engaged in an experience). They also found that effects were cumulative—improvements built over weeks rather than appearing on a single dosing day. Critically, they noted that the psychological changes didn’t match what participants expected, which helps address the placebo concern.
Imperial College London surveys (2019-2021): Researchers at the Centre for Psychedelic Research conducted large-scale naturalistic studies comparing microdosers to non-microdosing controls. Their 2021 study, one of the largest of its kind, found that microdosers reported improvements in mood, creativity, and general well-being—though the researchers were careful to note that placebo effects could not be fully ruled out without a blinded trial. What was notable: the improvements were small but consistent, and they tracked across multiple psychological measures rather than just one.
Johns Hopkins University: While Hopkins is better known for their groundbreaking work with full-dose psilocybin for treatment-resistant depression and end-of-life anxiety, their research establishes the fundamental safety profile and neurological mechanisms that underpin microdosing. Their team has demonstrated that psilocybin promotes neuroplasticity—the brain’s ability to form new connections and break old patterns—and that it achieves this primarily through 5-HT2A serotonin receptor activation and disruption of the default mode network. The default mode network is the neural infrastructure responsible for your habitual thought patterns, your inner critic, your mental autopilot. When psilocybin quiets this network, rigid thinking patterns loosen. At full doses, this manifests as profound shifts in perspective. At microdoses, it manifests as that “space in the brain”—less rumination, more cognitive flexibility, a gentler relationship with your own thoughts.
The University of Chicago (2022): A randomized, placebo-controlled trial that deserves honest acknowledgment. Participants who received low-dose psilocybin did not show statistically significant differences from placebo on the primary outcome measures. This doesn’t mean microdosing “doesn’t work”—it means the effects may be subtle enough that standard lab measures don’t capture them well, or that the specific doses and conditions in this trial didn’t produce measurable results. The microdosing community’s response was essentially: “We know. The benefits build over weeks in real-life conditions, not in a single lab session.” Which is fair, and also exactly what a believer would say. Science is still working this out.
Where the Evidence Stands
The honest summary: We have strong mechanistic evidence that psilocybin promotes neuroplasticity and disrupts rigid thought patterns. We have large-scale observational data showing consistent subjective benefits. We have preliminary controlled studies showing mixed but mostly positive results. We don’t yet have the gold-standard, large-scale, double-blind, placebo-controlled trials that would put the debate to rest. Those trials are underway. In the meantime, thousands of people are making their own assessments based on their own experience—and the reviews are overwhelmingly positive.
Microdosing Protocols: How to Schedule Your Doses
Not all microdosing schedules are created equal. Three protocols have emerged as the most widely used, each with a different philosophy.
The Fadiman Protocol (1 Day On, 2 Days Off)
Created by Dr. James Fadiman and the most popular protocol worldwide. The schedule:
- Day 1: Microdose day
- Day 2: Transition day (no dose, but afterglow effects often persist)
- Day 3: Rest day (baseline—observe how you feel without any dose)
- Day 4: Microdose day again
- Repeat for 4-8 weeks, then take a 2-4 week break
The logic: Day 2 lets you observe the lingering effects. Day 3 gives you a clean baseline comparison. The three-day cycle prevents tolerance buildup and makes it easy to track what’s working. This is the protocol most often recommended for beginners because it’s conservative, well-documented, and gives you clear data points.
The Stamets Protocol (5 Days On, 2 Days Off)
Proposed by mycologist Paul Stamets—author of Mycelium Running, subject of the documentary Fantastic Fungi, and arguably the most prominent advocate for psilocybin research alive today. His protocol is more aggressive:
- Days 1-5: Microdose daily (combined with lion’s mane and niacin—more on that in the Stacking section)
- Days 6-7: Rest
- Repeat for 4 weeks, then take a 2-week break
Stamets designed this protocol specifically around his “Stamets Stack”—the combination of psilocybin, lion’s mane mushroom, and niacin (vitamin B3). His hypothesis: psilocybin and lion’s mane both promote neurogenesis (the growth of new neurons), while niacin acts as a vasodilator to push these compounds into the peripheral nervous system. Five consecutive days of dosing, Stamets argues, creates a more sustained neuroplastic environment than the intermittent Fadiman approach.
This protocol has passionate advocates and is especially popular among people who respond well to consistency. The tradeoff: less built-in observation time, and some people find five consecutive days builds too much tolerance by day four or five.
Every-Other-Day Protocol
Exactly what it sounds like: dose one day, skip one day, repeat. No week structure. No counting days. Just alternating.
This is the protocol many microdosing practitioners naturally gravitate toward, and it’s the one we recommend as a starting point. It’s simpler to follow than either named protocol, prevents tolerance buildup effectively, and still creates a rhythm where you can observe both dosing and non-dosing days.
Which Protocol Should You Choose?
Start with every-other-day or the Fadiman protocol. Both are conservative, well-tolerated, and give you enough rest days to notice the difference between dosing and non-dosing states. If after a month you want to experiment with the Stamets protocol—especially if you’re incorporating lion’s mane—try it for a four-week cycle and compare notes. The “right” protocol is the one that fits your life and produces the results you’re looking for.
One thing all protocols agree on: take periodic breaks. After 4-8 weeks of consistent microdosing, schedule 2-4 weeks off. This resets receptor sensitivity and lets you evaluate your baseline without the support of the dose.
Microdosing vs. a Full Psychedelic Experience
This might be the most important section of this article, because these are fundamentally different experiences that share a molecule.
The Microdose (50-300mg dried mushrooms)
You take a capsule with your morning coffee. You go to work. You notice the light hitting the building across the street in a way you haven’t before. Your 10am meeting feels slightly less tedious—not because the meeting changed, but because you’re listening differently, catching nuance, responding with more patience. Your lunch tastes better. On the way home, a song comes on and you feel something in your chest—not sadness, not happiness, something more specific than either. Something like recognition.
Nobody knows you took anything. You might not even be sure yourself. That ambiguity is the whole point.
The Hero’s Dose (3.5-5g dried mushrooms)
This is a full psychedelic experience. It lasts four to six hours. The visual world transforms: surfaces breathe, colors intensify, patterns emerge from textures, your peripheral vision fills with geometric complexity. With eyes closed, entire landscapes, memories, and symbolic imagery can unfold like a waking dream. At higher doses, the boundary between self and environment dissolves—what researchers call “ego dissolution” and what people who’ve experienced it struggle to describe to people who haven’t.
A hero’s dose can be profoundly therapeutic. Johns Hopkins research has shown that a single high-dose psilocybin session, in a supported setting, can produce lasting improvements in depression, anxiety, and existential distress. But it’s not casual. It requires preparation, a safe setting, ideally a sober guide or therapist, and several hours of uninterrupted time. It can be beautiful and it can be terrifying, sometimes in the same hour.
For those curious about the full psychedelic experience, our sister company the research community carries dried magic mushrooms—including the classic Golden Teacher strain that we use in all our microdose blends. That’s the path for exploration. What we do in psilocybin microdosing is different.
We’re not selling the full psychedelic experience. Our products are designed for long-term, consistent use—to make every day a little brighter for you and everyone else you meet. No trip-sitter required. No clearing your schedule. No bracing yourself. Just a capsule, a Tuesday, and a slightly better version of the life you already have.
Who Microdoses?
The stereotype of a microdosing user—if one still exists—was always wrong. This isn’t a niche practice for tech bros in San Francisco or artists in Brooklyn, though both groups are well represented. The actual cross-section of people who microdose is remarkably broad:
Knowledge workers and creatives make up a huge segment. Software engineers, writers, designers, musicians, researchers. The appeal is specific: microdosing seems to enhance the kind of divergent thinking that creative and complex intellectual work demands—the ability to hold multiple ideas in mind, to see connections between unrelated concepts, to stay in flow without forcing it.
Parents. This one surprises people, but it shouldn’t. Parenting is an endurance event that requires patience, presence, and emotional regulation—exactly the qualities microdosers consistently report improvement in. Becca’s story about gaining patience with her toddler is far from unusual.
People managing anxiety or depression who have tried pharmaceutical options and found them lacking, or found the side effects intolerable. This is a significant portion of the microdosing community, and their testimonials are among the most striking. One a microdosing practitioner described it as a “game changer” after switching from pharmaceuticals: “the changes I am noticing are more than I ever thought I would see.” Another, who’d struggled with ADHD, anxiety, and manic depression, wrote that after trying multiple antipsychotics that never worked, microdosing with adaptogenic herbs was the first thing that actually brought calm.
Athletes and physical practitioners—runners, yoga practitioners, martial artists, dancers—who notice enhanced body awareness, more fluid movement, and better proprioception on microdosing days.
Retirees and older adults interested in cognitive maintenance, mood support, and the emerging research on psilocybin’s potential neuroprotective properties.
The common thread isn’t demographics. It’s a particular kind of dissatisfaction: the sense that ordinary life has become muted, that stress has compressed your experience into a narrow band, that you’re functional but not quite alive. Microdosing doesn’t create something that wasn’t there. It restores access to what was always there but buried under noise.
How to Start Microdosing
If you’ve read this far and you’re thinking about trying it, here’s how to do it thoughtfully.
1. Start Low
If you’re using psilocybin microdose products, Sidekick is the entry point we recommend most. It comes in 50mg and 100mg psilocybin options—conservative doses that let you find your sensitivity level without overshooting. The Sample Kit is even better for first-timers: it includes multiple blends at beginner-friendly doses so you can discover which formulation resonates with your body and your goals.
A general starting point: 50-100mg for your first session, taken in the morning with food. Wait at least two hours before assessing how you feel. If you notice nothing at all—not even a subtle shift in mood or perception—you can try 100-150mg on your next dosing day. The goal is to find the dose where the effects are present but not obvious. You should have to ask yourself whether it’s working. If you’re sure, you might be slightly over your ideal microdose.
2. Track Your Experience
Keep a simple journal. Even just three notes each dosing day: mood, energy, and one thing you noticed. Did colors seem different? Did food taste more interesting? Were you more patient than usual? Did you get into flow at work more easily? These observations feel trivial in the moment but create a clear picture over weeks.
Polito and Stevenson’s research found that the real benefits were cumulative and didn’t always match what participants expected. Journaling helps you catch the actual effects, not just the ones you’re looking for.
3. Treat Each Dose as a Mindful Ritual
This is the part that separates microdosing from just “taking a supplement.” The people who get the most from the practice approach each dose with intention. Not ritual in the incense-and-ceremony sense (though you can if that’s your thing). More like: pause for a moment before you take your capsule. Set a quiet intention for the day. Notice your starting state so you have something to compare to.
The act of paying attention is itself part of what makes microdosing work. Psilocybin opens a window. Mindfulness is what you see through it.
4. Follow a Protocol
Pick one of the three protocols above and stick with it for at least a month before adjusting. Consistency gives you data. Randomly dosing whenever you feel like it gives you confusion.
5. Take Breaks
After 4-8 weeks, take 2-4 weeks off. Use this time to evaluate your baseline. Has something shifted? Can you maintain the benefits without the dose? Many microdosers find that after a few cycles, the gap between their “on” and “off” states narrows—the practice seems to train your brain into patterns that persist even after you stop.
Stacking: Microdosing + Adaptogens
Psilocybin is powerful on its own. But the emerging practice of “stacking”—combining a psilocybin microdose with complementary mushrooms, herbs, and nootropics—is where the real sophistication lives.
The Stamets Stack
Paul Stamets' foundational stack combines three ingredients:
- Psilocybin microdose (50-200mg)—neuroplasticity and 5-HT2A receptor activation
- Lion’s mane mushroom (500-1000mg)—promotes nerve growth factor (NGF) production, supporting memory, cognitive function, and nerve repair
- Niacin (vitamin B3) (100-200mg)—acts as a vasodilator, theoretically pushing the neurogenic compounds into peripheral nerves. The niacin flush (temporary skin reddening and warmth) is intentional, not a side effect
Stamets' hypothesis is that this combination creates a neurogenic trifecta: psilocybin stimulates new neural connections, lion’s mane supports the growth and maintenance of those connections, and niacin distributes the benefits beyond the central nervous system. The evidence for the stack as a unit is still preliminary—no large-scale controlled trial has tested the three in combination—but the evidence for each individual component is solid.
Beyond the Stamets Stack
Kind Stranger’s formulations expand on the stacking principle. Each blend pairs Golden Teacher psilocybin with adaptogens chosen for specific synergies:
- Daydream adds L-theanine (alpha brain wave activity, calm alertness) and ashwagandha (clinically shown to reduce cortisol 14-28%) for focused, non-drowsy mental clarity
- Bloom adds maca root (libido and energy), ginseng (cognitive function and physical performance), and ceremonial cacao (a traditional Mesoamerican pairing with psilocybin, containing theobromine for gentle stimulation and blood flow)
- Brighten combines the highest psilocybin dose in the lineup (250mg) with schisandra berry, a stimulating adaptogen for mental fog and creative energy
- Sidekick is the lightest touch—designed for workday focus at the lowest dose range
- Holiday pairs Golden Teachers with passionflower for deep body relaxation—permission to fully unwind
The logic is the same across all of them: psilocybin opens the neuroplastic window, and the adaptogenic herbs shape what happens inside that window. Calm clarity. Creative energy. Physical warmth. Spacious focus. Different blends for different days, different moods, different needs.
You can learn more about each ingredient—the research, the traditional use, the mechanisms—on our Apothecary pages.
The Cost of Feeling Better
Let’s talk money, because this matters and nobody else in the microdosing space is being straight about it.
A month of microdosing with Kind Stranger costs $80 CAD. That’s 30 capsules—enough for a full month on an every-other-day protocol with room for the occasional skip day. Each capsule contains lab-tested Golden Teacher psilocybin plus adaptogenic herbs. No prescription. No doctor visits. No insurance wrangling.
For comparison:
- SSRIs (generic): $30-80/month for the medication alone, plus prescriber visits ($100-300 each), plus the often months-long process of finding the right drug and dose, plus the side effects—weight gain, sexual dysfunction, emotional flattening, withdrawal symptoms if you stop
- Brand-name antidepressants: $200-400/month without insurance
- Talk therapy: $150-250 per session, typically weekly, so $600-1,000/month
- Ketamine therapy: $400-800 per session, usually 6 sessions for induction
Microdosing at $80/month isn’t cheap in an absolute sense. But relative to the alternatives—especially for people who’ve already spent thousands on prescriptions and therapy that didn’t get them where they needed to go—it represents a fundamentally different value proposition. No side effects to manage. No six-week adjustment period hoping the drug works. No prescription dependency.
One customer, who’d been on and off prescription meds for ADHD and PTSD, called it “life changing—my alternative to prescription meds.” Another wrote: “I hope one day instead of prescription drugs, our health care providers give us a better alternative.”
We’re not doctors. We don’t diagnose or treat. But we do hear from our customers, and the pattern is hard to ignore.
Is Microdosing Legal?
In Canada, where Kind Stranger operates and ships: functionally, yes.
Psilocybin is technically listed as a controlled substance under the Controlled Drugs and Substances Act. However, the enforcement landscape in Canada has shifted dramatically. Since January 2022, Health Canada has granted numerous exemptions for psilocybin use, several Canadian cities have deprioritized psilocybin enforcement, and the practical reality is that personal microdosing is not an enforcement target. Kind Stranger ships discreetly to all Canadian provinces and territories.
The broader trajectory is clear. Oregon legalized supervised psilocybin use in 2020. Colorado followed in 2022. Australia’s Therapeutic Goods Administration approved psilocybin for treatment-resistant depression in 2023. Health Canada continues granting individual exemptions and expanding research pathways. The legal landscape is moving in one direction—and it’s moving faster than most people realize.
All Kind Stranger orders ship within Canada only. For our international readers, we encourage you to check your local laws and advocate for evidence-based reform in your jurisdiction.
Getting Started
If you’ve made it to the end of this article and something in here resonated—the music sounding richer, the space in your brain, the patience you didn’t know you could have, the world shimmering with newfound depth—here’s the simplest path forward:
The Sample Kit is the beginning. It gives you multiple blends at beginner-friendly doses so you can discover which one speaks to your particular brain chemistry and your particular life. Some people gravitate toward Daydream's mental clarity. Others love Bloom's warm, body-forward energy. Others want Brighten's creative intensity. The Sample Kit lets you find your match before committing to a full supply.
Start with every-other-day dosing. Keep a simple journal. Notice what happens to the music, the food, the fabric of your shirt against your skin, the quality of your conversations, the length of your fuse. Give it a month. The science says the benefits are cumulative, and the thousands of people who’ve already found their way here—through anxiety, through medication fatigue, through simple curiosity about what life sounds like with the volume turned up—will tell you the same thing.
It’s not magic in the way you think. It’s not going to make you a different person. It’s going to make you more of the person you already are, on the days when the noise is quiet enough to hear yourself.
If you’re ready, we’re here. If you’re not ready, bookmark this page. We’re not going anywhere.
Keep reading: Golden Teacher Mushrooms: The Complete Guide | The Apothecary: How Our Ingredients Work | Psilocybin: The Science
Want the full psychedelic experience? Our sister company the research community carries dried magic mushrooms for those ready to go beyond microdosing.
The thing about microdosing is that nothing happens and then everything happens, which is also how learning to love someone works if you think about it — you don’t wake up one day TRANSFORMED, you wake up one day and the eggs taste better and the dog is funnier and you realize you haven’t doom-scrolled since Thursday and somewhere between the sharper greens and the softer t-shirt and the moment you actually laughed at your coworker’s joke instead of just doing the nose-exhale thing, something shifted, except it didn’t shift, YOU shifted, or maybe you un-shifted, maybe you just stopped holding something you didn’t know you were holding, and now your hands are free and the music has layers and the Oracle is crying a little bit which is embarrassing but also exactly the point.